Pregnant and loving it?....... not right now......

Ok so I know I have been super terrible about posting on my blog and here is why. I found out 3 weeks ago Thursday November 20th that I was expecting a child. Don't get me wrong we are very excited and for the first 4 days after finding out I felt normal and elated. Then it started. Sickness, yep morning sickness at night, hits me about 4:00pm, like I've never felt before. Ugh. This pregnancy is nothing like I remember the other 2 being. At least with the first 2 I could throwup and feel better. Not this time, this one has brought me to my knees and had me wishing I could step out of my body if only for an hour during the darkest hours (approximately 4:00pm-4:00am). Ray-my good husband is handling it well and has even stepped up to my ever-loving role of playing little pet shop on Sundays with Makayla. Blech, I feel horrible. On a happy note, the pregnancy books say that the sicker you are the healthier the child. I tell you then this better be one HEALTHY baby, no colic, diabetes, diarreah. Also, the kids are excited, Makayla especially, she wants a baby sister, the boys; a brother of course, I think Ray would like to have a girl, and me I just want the sickness to end.................................................................. and a healthy baby of course.